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hello again

[Jun. 23rd, 2008|01:56 pm]

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So its been literally years since I've written here. I do apologize. I didn't intentionally left...it was just things changed...and we drifted...like so many of my other friendships I wandered forward to find myself and when i turned around i realized how much i had lost in the process...

I didn't realize that till recently.

don't get me wrong, i like where i am...i'm proud of myself and fell like i've grown...but I just sort of wish that we could have all grown together...and not apart.

but back to the subject. Its been literally years since I've written here and there are so many times that i want to just write and i never have the time or the ability or even the words to do it...well now i'm going to try to find them.

so here i am again.

Hello again...and welcome back

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dorm sweet dorm	[Aug. 16th, 2006\|11:06 pm]
back at school and loving it...what can i say. once you move out its hard to move back home. So its a lot of RA training. Every minute of every day is sheduled but i've just learned to take naps during meal breaks. Maybe I'm a little antisoial. They started the "death by sox" game and its becoming a bit cut throat. You get a name and you have to get the person outside of a group (at least ten feet away from other people) and touch them with your weapon i.e. sock. and then they're dead. I was doing good until David tricked me. Locked me in a room and called the person with my name. Very dirty...but thats what happens. Don't trust anyone. I'm the only one living on my floor until the 18th and I'm looking forward to other people moving in...cuz i'm pretty sure my room is haunted. Cuz everything keeps falling/flying off of one of the walls so I've given up and given it to my roommate/ghost. Cuz after my clock few across the room, landed face up towards me propped on a pair of shoes and looked and saw a girl sitting at my desk leaning over and picking it up...I realized she's been here longer. So i learned my lesson. She can have the wall and I won't dead bolt my door...cuz thats when she appears and starts messing with my shit...lol. All in all...i think we have an understanding. A lot of team buildin exercises. Usually all as a group...or like tonight team building with alcohol...lol. Welcome to McDaniel college... my boss is a bit of a jerk. Cuz she's new. She's trying to keep her job, so i can't blame her, but if she comes in my room and tells me to get rid of my A/C we'll have major problems. She keeps saying all these snarky comments, which i don't appreciate. Whatever. I think she'll learn who's on her side when teh frats and sors move in to the two buildings she's in charge of. Cuz its one thing to say you understand sorority life coming from a strong black sorority.Its another all together to be surrounded by all white sororities as old as the college in a building where you are 1 of 3 black people and a campus where there are about 50 out of a 1,000...she'll learn...lol well i need to go to bed before i do something stupid and call someone and tell him how much of a prick he is when i have enough courage to actually do it...i'll just wait till/if he moves in...otherwise he will be getting the phone call well duty starts promptly at 8 and the cafe closes at 8:30 and i need at least 2 cups of coffee just to get me outta my dorm. So i'll write more later
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[Jul. 21st, 2006|11:22 am]

If You Ruled the Land . . . by wackyweasel

Your first name:

How you gained your rule:

Your title is:

Your Highness - mmm grandeur!

Your symbol is:

the tiger, for that cool stripey don't-mess-with-me-ness

You rule from:

a towering, well, tower

At your side is:

your sexiest bodyguards

Your enforcers, troops, and guards are all:

archers with mad skillz

Your most popular law is:

No-pants Fridays

Your least popular law is:

State bird is the blue-footed booby

Your worst enemy is:

no longer with us. Foul play? Who, you?

Your popularity rating is:: 83%

Your chance of being overthrown is:: 22%

Quiz created with MemeGen!

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something every guy needs to know...	[Jul. 21st, 2006\|11:07 am]
This was written by a guy who has had years of experience. and he's pretty damn good. with girls.. 1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house [without notice]...they run around in their underwear just like we do. 2. DON'T CHEAT ON THEM. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be mud. 3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the hat. 4. NEVER miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful. 5. DON'T refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous. 6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it. 7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're going out with you in the first place, it's because they like being in your arms. 8. If you don't sleep with them, DO NOT tell your friends that you did. 8.5 If you DO sleep with them, DON'T tell your friends that you did. 9. You can be dirty minded in private, really...most of them are not offended by it... 10. Not all of them eat like birds, a lot of them can eat like whales. 11. Most of them don't mind paying half of everything, but they do discuss these things with their friends. Realize that if you make your girlfriend pay half all the time, everyone will know about it and your friends will know you're a loser.. 11. Do you honestly need all your money that much? Be a man, pay all the time! 12. Every girl should eventually get three things from her boyfriend- a stuffed animal, ONE OF HIS SWEATSHIRTS, and a really PRETTY RING (plastic ones from machines count). Even if it's not a serious relationship. 13. Make sure she gets home safely as often as you can. If you're dropping her off, walk her to the door. If you aren't dropping her off, call to be sure she's home safely. 14. If a guy is bothering her, it is your right to beat the shit out of him. 15. If you're talking to a female friend of yours, PULL YOUR GIRLFRIEND CLOSER. 16. NEVER, ever slap her, even if it's just in a joking way. Even if she swats you first, and says, "Oh, you're so dumb" or something, never make any gestures back. 17. Go to a chick flick once in a while. She doesn't care whether you enjoy it or not, it just matters that you went. 18. You're dead meat if you can't get along with their pets, parents, and best friends. Be prince charming to their friends, Mr. Polite to their parents, and make sure to be nice to their animals. 19. Don't flirt with their moms...that's just freaky. 20. Don't be freaked out by PMS. It's not gross, and it really does make them feel like shit, so be understanding. 21. If you don't like the way they drive, you do it. 22. If you're officially dating, and you're introducing her to your friends, you'd better damn well introduce her as your girlfriend. 23. Don't stress where you go for every date. They really only want to be with you. 24. If they complain that something hurts, rub it for them WITHOUT being asked [not if its their ass, titties and/or vag]. 25. Girls are fragile. Even if you're play fighting/wrestling, be very gentle. 26. Memorize their birthdays. You forget her birthday and you're basically screwed for life. 27. Don't marinade the cologne, but smell good. 28. Don't give her something stupid for her birthday or Christmas or Valentine's day. It doesn't have to be expensive, but it has to be meaningful. 29. If you think the relationship isn't going to last, don't wait to find out. It will only hurt her more if you draw it out. 30. After you've been dating for a while, realize that they really have started to trust you. When you have a girlfriend who truly trusts you, you have a lot more responsibility, privilege and control than you would think. Be careful with it, most guys would kill for that kind of power, and it can be lost in a nanosecond. 31. NEVER, and i mean NEVER make her do anything she doesn't wanna do. Because if you do she'll think that you're only after one thing. (and i think you all know what that is) 32. NEVER lie to her. she'll find out. she's a girl, they are smarter than you think.
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working till 4:30 with noting to do since 11...	[Jul. 20th, 2006\|01:23 pm]
LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE Name: Holly Birth date:12/15/1986 Current Location: Downtown Silver Spring Eye Color: Rootbeer brown Hair Color: Brownish black Righty or Lefty: Righty Zodiac Sign: Saggi LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE Your heritage: black and all that that entails... Your fears: ending up alone...not being able to afford to stay at school...not making the right decisions... Your weakness: Chocolate, a warm bed on a cold night, procrastination Your perfect pizza: Pizza Hut goal you'd like to achieve: graduating. doing a full day without over analyzing... LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW Your thoughts: can i take at nap at 4:30 and still make it to class at 6? Your best physical feature: my eyes and smile Your bedtime: whenever i pass out Your most missed memory: the consistancy of Highschool life LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK: Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi McDonald's or Burger King: depends on which one is closer Single or group dates: single Adidas or Nike: New balance Lipton Tea or Nestea: whichever i can find in a vending machine Chocolate or vanillla: ChOcOlAtE Cappuccino or coffee: Yes please LAYER FIVE: DO YOU? Smoke: No Cuss: wtf...lol. i'm trying to stop Take a shower: yes Have a crush: its complicated Think you've been in love: yes Like(d) school: yup yup Want to get married: Def. Believe in yourself: most of the time...maybe not in all of my decisions Think you're a health f.r.e.a.k? def not LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH Drank alcohol: not that i remember. (and i don't mean that in an alcoholic sense. i really don't think i've drank anything in a month) Gone to the mall: yes Been on stage: nope Eaten Sushi: nope Been dumped: not dumped... Gone skating: nope Dyed your hair: i learned from my last experience LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER Played a stripping game: once. in middle school. i took off my socks Gotten beaten up: i wouldn't say beaten up per say Changed who you were to fit in: not conciously...but looking back... LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLD Age your hoping to be married: asap after graduation Do you want to have kids: after i'm married LAYER NINE: IN A GIRL/GUY Best eye color: not that picky. Best hair color: depends on what works on them Short or long hair: depends on what kind of hair LAYER TEN: WHAT WERE YOU DOING 1 MINUTE AGO: talking to my coworker about tattoos 1 HOUR AGO: taking my lunch break and reading 1 WEEK AGO: probably fighing over text messages 1 MONTH AGO: chillin inmy house with tyler 1 YEAR AGO: packing for school LAYER 11:FINISH THE SENTENCE I LOVE: being happy I FEEL: sleepy I WANT: to go home/to school I HIDE: my heart I MISS: the past I NEED: a life
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i really needa get a life	[Jul. 17th, 2006\|09:44 am]
so i stole this from Kathryn's myspace and instead of reposting i there i thought it would be better to place it on this livejournal that few people know exists....cuz there are too many noset bastards floating around he myspace world... [[5 YEARS AGO]] How old were you?: 14 (wow now i feel old) Where did you go to school?: White Oak Middle School Where did you work?: I didn't work...i didn't know what work was Where did you live?: 325 Flannery Where did you hang out?: Jessica's house Did you wear braces?: Nope Did you wear glasses?: wround purple ones Who was your best friend[s]?: Jessica, Andrew,Andrew, Connie and Morgan i think Who was your regular-person crush?: Andrew S., Jeremy D. and Adrian How many tattoos did you have?: none How many piercings did you have?: one in each eare What car did you drive?: the bus... What was your favorite band/group?: N'Sync What was your worst fear?: Never being kissed Had you smoked a cigarette yet?: nope Had you gotten drunk or high yet?: never...i probably had no idea what that meant Had you been to a real party yet?: nope. just ppol parties and church parties for me Had your heart broken?: I thought so...cuz the guy i had a crush on kissed someone else...i cried for days [[3 YEARS AGO]] How old were you?: 16 Where did you go to school?: James Hubert Blake High School Where did you work?: still jobless...ummm...student? Where did you live?: still 325 Where did you hang out?: Jessica's house...my house. and the gym at Blake seeing that i managed EVERTHING Did you wear braces?: nope Did you wear glasses?: only when i ran outta contacts Who was your best friend?: Jessica Who was your regular-person crush?: Jamaica...lol...and Ryan i think How many tattoos did you have?: none How many piercings did you have?: one in each ear What car did you drive? still the bus What was your favorite band/group?: I think i was at my Good Charlotte phase What was your worst fear?: being single forever and not getting into college Had you smoked a cigarette yet?: i puffed on one of my aunts that she had left around...but it was already out...does that count? Had you gotten drunk or high yet?: nope Had you driven yet?: around the parking lot Had you been to a real party yet?: not really. Had your heart broken?: not yet...but soon after [[1 YEAR AGO]] How old were you?: 18 Where did you go to school?: James Hubert Blake Where did you work?: Dr. L's Where did you live? 2 Silver Moon Where did you hang out?: my house, school, the training room and the male PE office How was your hair style: in a dancer's bun/ponytail...cuz i had so many dance classes i never had time to do anythign else with it Did you wear braces?: nope Did you wear glasses?: contacts... Who was your best friend?: Jessica, Meghan, my mommy...brandon i guess... Who was your regular-person crush?: still Ryan i guess...Tyler by september...and brandon... How many tattoos did you have?: no How many piercings did you have?: one in each ear. 2 in each ear in as of december What car did you drive?: i didn't drive What was your favorite band/group: i didn't really have a favorite Had you smoked a cigarette yet?: nope Had you gotten drunk or high yet?: spiked Christmas punch and then McDaniel Had you driven yet?: a little Had you been to a real party yet?: by september Had your heart broken?: yeah...January... [[July 2006]] Where do you work?: Dr. Loreto's Office and Ledo Pizza Where do you live?: 2 silver moon...and McDaniel Where do you hang out?: My house...and work (if you can call that hanging out) Who is your best friend?: Jessica, Meghan, Mommy...Brandon?... Who is your regular-person crush?: i plead the 5th How many tattoos do you have now?: none...but that should be changing soon How many piercings do you have now?: Two in each ear What car do you drive?: i have a car...but do i drive it? Have you smoked a cigarette yet?: no Have you gotten drunk or high yet?: yeah Do you drive?: not really Have you been to a real party yet?: yes Have you had your heart broken yet?: a loooong time ago. i think i'm more of a heartbreaker now...
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one day i'm gonna actually get some work done here	[Jul. 14th, 2006\|11:56 am]
PRESENT 01. Is your hair wet? I hope not...but probably. It never totally dries unless i use a blow dryer, and who has time for that? 02. Is your cell phone right beside you? of course 03. Do you miss someone?: eh 04. Are you wearing makeup: eyeliner 05. Are you wearing chapstick: nope. rubbed off 06. Are you cold: a little 07. Are you tired: as usual 08. Are you excited: to leave soon 09. Are you watching t.v: i wish 10. Are you wearing pajamas: nope PAST 01. Recently done anything you regret: no 02. Ever lied: no...never... 03. Ever stuck gum under a desk: nope 04. Ever kicked someone: all the time 05. Ever trip over your own feet?: all the time 06. Ever cried so hard you almost threw up: eww...no TODAY 01. Have you cursed: in my head 02. Have you yelled at someone: not yet 03. Have you gotten mad at someone: nope 04. Have you cried?: nope 05. Have you called more than 3 people? yep. thats my job 06. Have you IM'd more than 3 people? nope. AIM doesn't work on this computer Q AND A Q 01: Is there a person who is on your mind right now? A 01: yes. i don't have to explain do i? Q 02: Where is the first place you went today? A 02: my mom's room Q 03: Who is the last person you called? A 03: a patient Q 04: Who do you like more, your mom or dad? A 04: my mom Q 05: Do you have any siblings? A 05: Meghan and Trevor Q 06: Do you smile often? A 06: most of the time Q 07: Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now? A 07: probably. if they're awake... Q 08: Do you wish on stars? A 08: all the time Q 09: Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off? A 09: i never untie my shoes Q 10: When did you last cry? A 10: earlier this week Q 11: Do you like your handwriting? A 11: when i write slowly Q 12: Are you a friendly person? A 12: sometimes Q 13: Who's bed did you sleep in last night? A 13: my own Q 14: What color shirt are you wearing? A 14: grey Q 15: Do you have any pets? A 15: too many Q 16: What is the color of your bedsheets? A 16: good question. green i think Q 17: What were you doing at 9 last night? A 17: working... Q 18: I can't wait until... A 18: i go back to school Q 19: Is Tom on your friends list? A 19: actually i think i might have accidently deleted him Q 20: Look to your right. what's there? A 20: Carolina Q 22: Ever cried yourself to sleep? A 22: again...earlier this week Q 23: Ever cried on your friend's shoulder? A 23: i hate crying in front of people Q 24: Song that makes you cry? A 24: i cry over everything these days Q 25: Are you normally a happy person? A 25: i try to be Q 26: Has anyone ever said 'I love you' to you? A 26: yes...did they mean it? thats a whole other question Q 27: Is your self-esteem extremely low? A 27: nope Q 28: Current music? A 28: radio
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at work...but obviously not working...	[Jul. 13th, 2006\|01:22 pm]
105 Facts 1. EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT RING? no...but i have been proposed to 2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP? 9 1/2 months 3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED? clothes i think 4. EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE? all the time 5. WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT? before exams started 6. THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON? clothes... 7. LAST FOOD YOU ATE? a grilled chicked salad from ledo 8. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX? eyes and mouth 9. ONE FAVORITE SONG? Me& U by cassie. dumb song but so catchy... 10. WHERE DO YOU LIVE? MoCo for 3 months and Westminster for 9 11. HIGH SCHOOL YOU ATTEND: J.H. Blake High School (U.B.High) 12. CELL PHONE SERVICE PROVIDER: T-mobile 13. FAVORITE MALL STORE: Forever 21 14. LONGEST JOB YOU HAD: Dr. Loreto's office 15. DO YOU OWN A PAIR OF DICE? probably somewhere 16. DO YOU PRANK CALL PEOPLE?: i don't have the attention spand or the money to spend on useless minutes 17. LAST WEDDING YOU ATTENDED?: I dunno...its been a while 18. FIRST FRIEND YOU'D CALL IF YOU WON THE LOTTERY: my mommy 19. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR BEST FRIEND: well seeing that Jessica dumped me...lol (j/k if you're reading this) umm...i see Meg and Mom all the time...and B on weekends... 20. FAVORITE FAST FOOD RESTAURANT: Taco Bell! 21. BIGGEST LIE YOU HAVE EVER HEARD: "I'm never leaving...i'm always gonna be here" 23. WHERE'S YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO EAT WITH FRIENds? Ihop. Glar... 24. CAN YOU COOK? i guess so 25. What kind of car do you drive? long story... 26. BEST KISSER: me...LOL 27. LAST TIME YOU CRIED?: night before last i think 28. MOST DISLIKED FOODS: Okra 29. THING YOU LIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF: i bounce back quickly...i survive 30. THING YOU DISLIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF: I care too much what ppl think...and i'm afraid of disappointing anyone 32. LONGEST SHIFT YOU HAVE WORKED AT A JOB?: 14 hours (but that was one job followed by another) 33. FAVORITE MOVIE? The Notebook and Office space 34. CAN YOU SING? my shower doesn't complain 35. LAST CONCERT ATTENDED? its been years. who knows 36. LAST HUG? George, the manager at Ledo's 37. LAST MOVIE RENTED I don't really rent movies 38. ONE THING YOU NEVER LEAVE THE HOUSE WITHOUT my cellphone and underwear...(bet u weren't thinking of that one...LOL) 39. FAVORITE VACATION SPOT? anywhere but here 43. LAPTOP OR DESKTOP COMPUTER?: I'd prefer a desktop, but i have a lap top 44. FAVORITE COMEDIAN?: Dane Cook 45. DO YOU SMOKE? eww 46. SLEEP WITH OR WITHOUT CLOTHES? with 47. WHO SLEEPS WITH YOU EVERY NIGHT?: my pillow 48. DO LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS WORK?: yeah...for other ppl... 50. PANCAKES OR FRENCH TOAST? french toast 51. DO YOU LIKE COFFEE? only with my oxygen 52 HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS? scrambled 53. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY?: not really...it is entertaining though 54. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?: Katelyn...at like 2 in the morning cuz she accidently called me instead of Dan 55. LAST PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALL LIST? Katelyn. and McDaniel College registrar's office 56. WHAT WAS THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECIEVED?: "ugggg, your welcome" 58. NUMBER OF PILLOWS?: 2 under my head...and hundreds all over my bed 59. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?: my uniform. white pants and a scrub top. (eww) 60. PICK A LYRIC, ANY LYRIC: "I'm bossy" Carol is playing it on her walkman 61. WHAT KIND OF JELLY DO YOU LIKE ON YOUR PB & J?: Grape, but Strawberry isn't that bad. 62. CAN YOU PLAY POOL?: i can pretend...but i'm really bad 63. CAN YOU SWIM? i don't drown 64. FAVORITE ICE CREAM? Chocolate...duh! 65. DO YOU LIKE MAPS? i'd like them better if i could read them 66. TELL ME A RANDOM FACT ABOUT YOURSELF: i daydream all the time. hell...i'm day dreaming right now... 68. EVER ATTEND A THEME PARTY?: yeah...but no one was in the theme 69. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON?: fall 70. LAST TIME YOU LAUGHED AT SOMETHING STUPID? When George tripped and spilled buffalo wings all over the floor right before closing last night. Hilarious. cuz he had laughed at me non stop when i dropped a Catsup bottle moments before 71. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP THIS MORNING?: 5:45 thinking it was 6:45 and i freaked out cuz i thought i was late. then i went back to sleep and woke up at 6:30 and was actually late 72. BEST THING ABOUT WINTER?: my birthday 73. LAST TIME A COP GAVE YOU A TICKET?: never :-) 75. NAME OF YOUR FIRST PET? Othello the goldfish 76. DO YOU THINK PIRATES ARE COOL OR OVERRATED?: cool...y not... 77. WHAT ARE YOU DOING THIS WEEKEND? working. maybe dragging someone to the movies. Shopping most likely 78. BIRTHDATE? 15th of December 79. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE: a history teacher 85. ARE YOU ON A LAPTOP?: not at the moment 87. ARE YOU SMILING?: nope...well dammit...now i am 89. DO YOU MISS SOMEONE RIGHT NOW?: its complicated 90. IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE IN THE WORLD WHERE WOULD YOU GO? back to bed. j/k. Italy 92. ARE YOU IN HIGH SCHOOL? not anymore 93. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?: again...its complicated 94. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NAME?: Orazio 95. WHAT TIME IS IT: 01:43 pm 96. DOES YOUR SCHOOL START IN AUG? Yup, August 24th. I go back on the 12th though 97. DID YOU GO ON VACATION LAST MONTH? Nope. 98. ARE YOU UPSTAIRS? i'm above the basement... 99. Should Golf be considered a sport? who cares? 100. What Phrase is stuck in your head RIGHT NOW? IABT4U 101. ARE YOU HAPPY? sorta 102. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL? who hasn't? 103. DO YOU WISH YOU COULD SEE ANYONE PARTICULAR RIGHT NOW? i guess... 104. WHAT JEWELRY ARE YOU WEARING? my hoop earings and bangles 105. WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO AFTER THIS SURVEY? pretend to work....aka surf the net...
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look an actualy entry

[Jun. 29th, 2006|12:40 pm]

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Superman was a wack wack movie...of course it was the second time that i went to the mvoies expecting to see one movie and at the last minute switching and choosing another. But as usual it was fun chillin with my buddy...lol...

4th of July is coming up. Going to salisbury...or planning to. but we shall see what actually happens. I dunno if i really wanna go, or if i'd rather just lounge around my house chillin with the fam and sleeping. Well I'm running outta time. better make up my mind and make some calls before its too late. who knows.

decisions decisions...Sometimes I wish God would just bitch slap you with the right choice instead of this whole free will bull...cuz i tend to always make the wrong decision...

more later
:MWAH:

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so this seems to be a trend	[Jun. 28th, 2006\|04:04 pm]
this time however i'm at work doing a quiz...sitting next to Carolina who's surfing the web as well. lol. FIRSTS. First best friend: Anna Breckenridge. Kindergarten. I actually found her on facebook last year. she had a picture from preschool as her pic...lol. i was three people down the line from her... First car: White 1996 Ford Explorer named Merienkaifer/volkainen First date: Sept. 24, 04 First real kiss: first real kiss in general. 10th grade next the stage exit...near then end of staging First break-up: 10th grade the week of opening night...same show First screen name: Flutterby1215 First funeral: hmm...who knows First pets: that was entirely mine? Jack and Jill, two gold fish that i killed accidently by trying to create a rainbow in the water with oil... First piercing/tattoo: ears at 9 months First credit card: i have a visa... LASTS. Last cigarette: ummm...the 12th of never Last car ride: on my way to work Last kiss: a couple weeks ago Last good cry: last night Last library book checked out: I work at the library. I don't have to check books out. Last movie seen: Return to Me...last night Last beverage drank: water Last food consumed: some crackers Last phone call: early this morning/late last night Last time showered: hmm...lol. last night and again once i get home Last shoes worn: white new balances for work Last cd played: Color Purple sound track Last item bought: skittles and a dress Last annoyance: my eyebrow twitches when i'm tired...thats annoying. or knowing what you should do and knowing what you wanna do...and not finding the happy medium Last disappointment: i think i just answered that Last time wanting to die: umm...not lately Last time scolded: its been a while. I mean mom sorta shouts out us all...but never specifies if its me or meg that she's yelling at Last shirt worn: black scrub for work Last website visited: myspace Last word you said: uh (not really a word) Last song you sang: Color Purple, track 2 What is in your cd player?: Color purple What color socks are you wearing?: white What's under your bed?: a lot of sh*t...but i don't think any of it is mine. since it was meghan's room that my stuff was moved into...and i was living surrounded by trevor's stuff so they got mixed together. who knows FUTURE. Where do you want to go?: home What is your career going to be?: a teacher, a mommy...i dunno Where are you going to live?: somewhere where I'll be happy How many kids do you want?: 4, three boys and 1 girl What kind of car(s): one that works CURRENT. Current mood: tired Current music: classical. dammit we forgot to turn on the radio Current taste: crackers Current hair: braided pontail/bun Current longing: peace of mind Current desktop picture: japanese garden Current favorite artist: o the irony... Current hate: not being able to be out in the sun
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can't sleep...so a quiz i took years ago	[Jun. 26th, 2006\|12:01 am]
i got home from work and went to bed at like 9....and now i'm wide awake. so myabe after answering all of these questions i'll be so exhausted i'll pass out. so here we go. 1. Full Name: Holly N'neka 2. Nick Names: Hall (which is a cough drop and usually people who usually are trying to create a closer connection use and very quicly realize the name doesnt work), Lee (which i never respond to), Baby, thickness, hey you (random guys on the street) or Nake (my mommy) 3. B-Day: December 15 4. How old are you: 19 (wow I'm old 5. Hair Color: black/brown...I tried dying it in december. it didn't work. i learned my lesson 6. How tall are you: 5 feet and 2 1/2 inches 7. What shoe size do you wear: somewhere between an 8 and a 9 1/2 depending 8. Are you righty or lefty: Righty 9. What is/are your parent(s) name(s): Alice 10. What was your mom's maiden name: Lacey 11. How many siblings do you have (counting step): 2 ( 1 brother and 1 sister) 12. How old are they and what are their names Meghan is 24 and trevor is 22 13.What are the last 4 digits of your phone number: which phone? 4217 (for now...need a new phone) 14.Do you crack any body parts?: my hip pops out of place sometimes but it doesn't crack...it just sorta pops Have you ever? -- 15. Got in a fight: Yes. I lost 16. Liked a teacher: sorta. lol. 17. Committed a crime: not that i wold ever admit to 18. Ever ate a tub of ice cream by yourself?: yeah probably. not in one sitting, but over time 19. Ran into a glass door: most likely 20. Kicked the wall so hard you broke every toe on your foot: why would i kick a wall? I did break a toe dancing though 21. Punched a wall and put a hole in it: i don't punch things... 22. Gone skinnydipping: nope 23. Ate dirt: not that i remember doing...but anythings possible 24. Been in love: yes 25. Been hit by a car: while inside another car... 26. Ever ran into a parked car: lol. yeah i think so 28. Been in a car accident: oo the stories i could tell 29. Jumped off a roof: do i look insane to you? Fav's -- 30. Food: Mashed Potatoes 31. Car: my car 32. Candy: pink jelly beans, caramel, candy corns, CHOCOLATE 33. Drink: Cran tangerine 34. Chips: pretzels...(do those count) 35. Store: since entering college, walmart. lol 36. Shoe brand: whichever looks good and is on sale 37. Restaurant: Samantha's 38. Sport: Football 39. Thing to do: Sleep 40. Number: 15 41. Alcoholic Drink: Smirnoff...pucker... 42. Animal: Panda 43. Holiday: whichever i get off of school for 44. Day: sat. 45. Month: i dunno 46. Scent: Gardenia 47. What is your favorite book: Memoirs of a Geisha and the Undomestic Goddess and the Wind Done Gone 48. Magazine: Cosmo 49. TV show: Project Runway 50. Radio Station: i don't really listen to the radio 51. Vacation Place: anywhere 52. Movie: Ever After or Fools rush in 53. Place to be kissed: lips and the side of my neck Best Friends -- 54. Longest friend: my mommy 55. Most Fun: Meghan, she's insane 56. Most Athletic: umm...i dunno. Brandon? 57. Loudest friend: Meghan 58. Shyest friend: Clayton 59. Who do you go to for advice: Meghan and Mommy 60. Tallest Friend: JP 61. Shortest Friend: Ashley Pick One -- 62. Coke or Pepsi: Pepsi 63. McDonalds or Wendy's: McDonalds (I had a bad experience with Wendy's) 64. dog or cat?: either. probably dogs 65. Coffee or Tea: Yes 66. Sour or Sweet: SWEET 67. Chocolate milk or hot chocolate: hot chocolate 68. Vanilla or Chocolate: CHOCOLATE, duh 69. Cake or Cookie: yes please 70. Ice Hockey or Roller Hockey: yeah, I'm black. football or basketball? 71. Day or Night: Night. 72. Lights on or off: on. unless i'm asleep then off 73. Summer or Spring: summer ( i have allergies in the spring) 74. Winter or Fall: Winter ( i have allergies in the fall) 75. Hug or Kiss: both... 76. Black or White: black My Future -- 77. Who is going to be by your Side: My family 78. Where are you going to Live: anywhere 79. How Many kids do you want: 3 boys and a girl 80. Girl's Names: Makeda, Lacey, Naomi 81. Boy's Names: Ian, Aiden, Olin, Orazio 82. College you want to attend: McDaniel... 83. What is your career going to be: something in history 84. Whats your Wife/Husband going to look like: attractive. Random Questions -- 85. What color pants are you wearing right now: navy 86. What song are you listening to right now: i'm watching tv 87. What was the last thing you ate: Brownies from Ledo's 88. If you were a crayon, what color would you be: christmas red 89. Where do you plan to go on your honeymoon?: somewhere warm 90. Last person you talked to on the phone?: Mom 91.What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex: smile and eyes 92. How are you today: bored...tired 93. How do you eat an oreo: dipped in peanut butter 94. What makes you happy: shopping, hanging out with the fam, chill with ma homies (lol...i tried) 95. What's the next cd you're going to get: I don't really buy CDs 96. Do you like to dance:I love to 97. What's the stupidest thing you have ever done: Fall for the wrong guy 98. Do you miss someone right now: sorta 99. Believe in love at first sight: no...but i believe you can feel a connection immediately...but love takes time ok i'm going to bed
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bored after work...so quiz time	[Jun. 22nd, 2006\|06:46 pm]
1. WOULD YOU GET BACK WITH YOUR EX IF YOU COULD? I don't really know him aymore...he's changed a lot. I dunno...probably not. Actually. NO I wouldn't 2. WHAT KIND OF SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING? A bright blue Wicomico Football shirt I stole from tyler before summer 3. HAVE YOU MADE OUT WITH ANYONE ON YOUR FRIEND'S LIST? on AIM? lol....yeah. my livejournal friends list. I don't think so 4. DO YOU HAVE "A THING" FOR ANYONE ON YOUR TOP 8? on myspace? I think I have a top 12 actually. and yeah. lol 5. HOW MANY PEOPLE ON YOUR LIST DO YOU KNOW IN REAL LIFE? most. I rarely put people on any list if i don't know 6. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT TO HAVE? 4. 3 boys and a girl 7. DO YOU HAVE A GOOD RELATIONSHIP WITH BOTH YOUR PARENTS? no. I love my mother. I don't really know/ want to know my father. 8. DO YOU MAKE OVER 40K A YEAR? lol. and if i did it all goes to school 9. WHAT NAME WOULD YOU WANT TO HAVE BESIDES THE ONE YOU HAVE? i've gotten used to my name and i don't really fit any other one...if i was rich and famous though, i think i'd change it 10. WOULD YOU EVER MAKE OUT WITH SOMEONE OF THE SAME SEX? girls don't really do it for. Sorry... 11. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BDAY? I was at school with no exams, work or roommate. So I slept all day and went out to eat with Tyler and just chilled. They had all surprised me with a bday party like a week before 13. WHAT'S YOUR MAIN RINGTONE ON YOUR PHONE? Ordinary people - for people who's numbers aren't saved on my phone. 14. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP? 6:00am...i had work today 15.WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT LAST NIGHT probably talking to meghan 16. HOW MANY OF YOUR EX'S ARE ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST? AIM? 1. Myspace? both of them 17. DO YOU LIKE HAVING YOUR HAIR PULLED? umm...huh? 18. NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN'T WAIT TO DO? thats a good question. decorate my dorm room, 4th of july, my classes, get married, have kids... 20. DO YOU GET ALONG WITH YOUR SIBLING(S)? most of the time 21. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WISH YOU COULD CHANGE ABOUT YOURSELF? I like who i am. I think i could lose some weight...and not take so much stuff personally 22. IF YOU HAD $250,000...HOW WOULD YOU SPEND IT? i'd pay off all of my tuition and loans so mom wouldn't have to. and put the rest in savings 23.HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN AT YOUR CURRENT JOB? which one? one of them for 3 years, the other for about 3 weeks 25. LAST PERSON YOU CALLED? I don't really call people. Mom? 26. LAST THING YOU ATE? Oreos and Circus peanuts they're on the counter behind me 27. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE MONTH? I don't really have one 28. YOUR LEAST FAVORITE MONTH? I don't really have one. 29. WHAT'S THE LAST PIECE OF CLOTHING YOU BORROWED? khaki's cuz i couldn't find mine and was almost late for work 30. WHO IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES RIGHT NOW? I plead the 5th 31. MOST VISITED WEBPAGE? LJ 32. LAST PERSON YOU TEXT MESSAGED? Brandon 33. LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY? i dunno. I think it was a couple people and it all added up 34. WOULD YOU TAKE A BULLET FOR YOUR BEST FRIEND? Yeah. But it takes a lot for me to consider someone a friend... 35. WHAT PHYSICAL FEATURE DO YOU LOOK FOR IN THE SAME/OPPOSITE SEX? Eyes and humor. 36. FAVORITE FOOD? Mashed potatoes and chocolate (not together) 37. FAVORITE DESSERT? Chocolate Therapy by Ben and Jerry's 38. LAST PERSON YOU KISSED? Tyler 39. IF SOMEONE YOU HATED DIED, WHAT WOULD YOU DO? hate's a strong word. Probably cry 40. LAST PERSON WHO SAID THEY LOVED YOU: my mommy 41. lAST PERSON YOU SAID LOVE YOU TO: my mommy 42. DO YOU OWN A CAMERA PHONE? i wish. I will be buying one before the end of the summer
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Congrats!!!	[Jun. 5th, 2006\|03:57 pm]
Congrats to the class of 2006!!! welcome to the real world. Or rather the 4 years of "summer camp whit homework" before the real world begins. Have a great summer, and get ready for the time of your life!!!
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nothing to do but take another online quiz...	[May. 22nd, 2006\|08:30 pm]
2 YEARS AGO TODAY (May 21, 2004) How old were you? 17...wow that seems so long ago What grade year were you in? 11th grade...the summer before senior year Where did you go to school? JHBlake High School Where did you work? that was my first year at Dr. Loreto's office Where did you live? 325 Flannery lane How was your hair style? pretty much the same as now. Maybe a little shorter. Did you wear braces? Never Did you wear glasses? Not when i had contacts on Who was your best friend? Jessica Who was your boyfriend/girlfriend? no one until about a month later. Then it was Ryan Who was your celebrity crush? I dunno if I had one. Who was your regular-person crush? Ryan How many tattoos did you have? None How many piercings did you have? two. one in each ear What was your favorite band/group/singer? again... i dunno if i had one. What was your worst fear? living on the street. Not knowing what tomorrow would hold Had you smoked a cigarette yet? not really. Had you gotten drunk or high yet? nope. Not until that december when Meghan spiked the Christmas punch Had you driven yet? not really Had you been to a real party yet? nope. Had your heart been broken? not really. I had my feelings hurt... HA HA HA!!! LETS SEE WHAT YOU ARE NOW !!!!! How old are you? 19...wow I'm old What grade are you in? 14th grade. lol...i'm now a sophomore in college. Where do you go to school? McDaniel College Where do you work? for now...still at Dr. Loreto's office...but who knows what the future will hold. Where do you live? 2 Silver Moon. With my mommy. How is your hair style? same as usual, maybe a little longer Do you have braces? Never Do you wear glasses? only wen I'm not wearing contacts. Who is your best friend? My mommy, my family (including Jessica and Neqy) Who is your boyfriend/girlfriend? Tyler Who is your celebrity crush? I dunno if i have one. Maybe Orlando bloom? I dunno Who is your regular crush? Tyler How many piercings do you have? 4. 2 in each ear How many tattoos do you have? I can't find anything that i can see myself still liking 50 years down the road. What is your favorite singer/group/singer? I don't have one What is your biggest fear? Being alone...what I'm gonna do with the rest of my life. Have you smoked a cigarette yet? not really. I have smoked a cigar however... Have you gotten drunk or high? drunk...not high. Maybe by proxy but thats a loooong story Have you been to a real party? lol...welcome to McDaniel Has your heart been broken? yes...
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I needa life

[May. 4th, 2006|03:02 pm]

[

mood

bored

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bored...just finished writing my english final paper and don't wanna even think abotuthe history paper till sunday. Almost time to go home..but until then...quiz time.

) Fifth grade teacher's name?
Ms. Krauss...I think

2) Last words you said?
I think...lol. I was thinking outloud

3) Last song you sang?
"you can't take that away from me..."

4) Last person you hugged?
Katelyn

5) Last time you cried?
Some time a couple weeks ago

6) Last time you said I don't remember?
a couple seconds ago

7) Last thing you ate?
a ham and cheese on wheat and an apple.

8) What color is the floor in your room?
brown/tan tiles and a grey rug

9) What color socks are you wearing?
white

10) What's under your bed right now?
bowl of noodles, Jelly belly's and dust

11) What time did you wake up today?
7:45 so i could finish my paper

12) Current taste?
for what? I really want some chocolate

13) Current hair color?
Black...as usual

14) Current favorite band?
I don't really have a favorite band

15) Current annoyance?
This dumb show on TV that I can't turn away from, cuz its still interesting.

16) Current thing you want to eat?
chocolate...

17) Current desktop background?
Some gorgeous guy I found on Cosmo.

18) Current worry?
finals and planning my life after college...and work over the summer...and if I'll ever be able to pack up my whole room in time

19) Current hate?
homework...and weight

20) Current favorite brand of clothing?
whatever is cheap and looks good

21) Favorite physical feature of the opposite sex?
eyes and smile...but i rarely avoid looking for a six-pack and the crease.

22) Last CD that you listened to?
Josh Groban

23) Favorite place to be?
Anywhere that I can relax and not worry about anything

24) Least favorite place?
my dorm room...when all the girls are in here gossiping about ppl I know

25) Time you wake up in the morning?
depends. if I want breakfast 7, if not...like an hour before class

26) Time you get home from school?
3pm

27) Favorite color?
red and green

28) Do you believe in an afterlife?
good question...yes, i guess

29) Do you believe in God?
Yes

30) Current favorite word/saying?
pickle relish...(its got such a snap to it)Ma-na-meh-na (long story)

31) Favorite book?
The Wind Done Gone, Memoirs of a Geisha

33) what is on your bed at the moment?
my backpack, my purse, blankets, towels,everything i haven't packed yet

35) Where do you want to go to College?
wherever I can get a good education

36) What do you want to be when you grow up?
happy

37) How many kids do you want?
4. 3 boys and a girl

38) Been drunk?
lol. I plead the 5th

39) Said "I love you" and meant it?
Yeah

40) Gotten in a fight with your dog/cat/bird.etc?
Yeah actually...on a regular basis...

41) Been to New York?
I love it there

42) Been to Maine?
nope

43) Been to California?
born there

44) Been to Hawaii?
I wish

45) Been to Mexico?
Not that i remember

46) Been to India?
I want to

47) Been to France?
One day

48) Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day?
Nope. That would be creepy

49) Have you ever made out with anyone who didn't speak ANY english?
lol. No...

54) Worst feeling in the world?
failure...disappointing myself. getting your heart broken

55) What is the first thing you think of when you wake up in the morning?
Am I late for class? Can I sleep for 5 more minutes?

56) How many rings before you answer the phone?
Too many. I can tell the gender, geographical location and relation to the person calling all by the ring.

59) Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?
sometimes.

68) What are you most scared of?
not being enough

69) How do you want to die?
happy...not regretting my life

70) Who is the last person that you called?
Isata at 4 this morning

71) Where do you want to get married?
somewhere outside.

72) If you could change anything about yourself what would it be?
my self esteem, probably...my sensitivity...

73) Who do you hate?
I don't know if i hate people...or their actions. I do, however, dislike a few of people...

74) Been in a swimming pool?
who hasn't>

75) Are you timely or always late?
usually late

76) Do you have pets?
2 birds (Isis, who turned out to be boy, and Lace, his girlfriend) 1 dog (bailey) 2 lizards (Yoshi and Tullia)

77) Do you like being around people?
yeah

78) Best feeling in the world?
being happy with yourself

79) Are you for world peace?
lol. I wouldn't say no to it. lol

80) Are you a health freak?
I wish

81) Do you have a "Type" of person you always go for?
I thought i did...bot not anymore

82) Do you like somebody right now?
lol. yeah

83) Does anybody like u right now?
he better

84) Ever afraid you'll never get married?
sometimes...

85) Do you want to get married?
yes.

86) Do you want kids?
YES

87) If you could have a conversation with anybody in the world, alive or deceased and without language barriers, who would you talk to?
God...and figure out why all of these happen

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stolen...cuz i'm bored

[Apr. 25th, 2006|11:39 am]

[

mood

ready to go home

]

Whats your name spelt backwards? ylloh

What did you do last night? wrote a BS outline for my english research paper...fixed some errors int he first 5 pages of my 20 page history final paper...and slacked off as usual

The last thing you downloaded onto your computer? good question...its been a while since i downloaded anything on this computer

Have you ever licked a 9-volt battery? ummm...no...(WTF?!?!)

Last time you swam in a pool? sometime last summer with Jessica i think

What are you wearing? black skirt with swirly rainbow designs, black flip flops, black tank top and black jacke...a lot of black...

How many cars have you owned? real: none, toys: one, in my dreams: hundred

Type of music you dislike most? french rap...

Do you have cable? yup!

What kind of computer do you use? an hp laptop...or the library computers

Ever made a prank phone call? when i was little...before caller ID

You like anyone right now? yeah...my bf...

Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving? maybe if i was really wasted...lol

Furthest place you ever traveled? Ghana

What's your favorite comic strip? Boondox

Do u know all the words to the national anthem? the last part...i can fake the whole song if i need to

Shower, morning or night? Depends if i have a morning class first, or an afternoon...or what time i finish my homework

Best movie you've seen in the past month? "Yes!" saw it in my Arab World class

Favorite pizza toppings? Pepperoni

Chips or popcorn? popcorn

What cell phone provider do you have? T-Mobile :-(

Have you ever smoked peanut shells? I never knew that was possible...i might have to try that. lol j/k

Have you ever been in a beauty pageant? nope, never...i'm too short, i don't fit the requirement

Orange Juice or apple? Apple

Who were the last people you sat at lunch with? Tyler or Katelyn and Dan...i don't remember, i rarely go to lunch

Favorite chocolate bar? 3 Musketteers or Milkyway

Who is your longest friend and how long? Jessica, about 10 years

Last time you ate a homegrown tomato? I don't eat tomatos

Have you ever won a trophy? Yeah...by default cuz i was the manager of the bball team

Favorite arcade game? PacMan

Ever ordered from an infomercial? No, but its been tempting...

Sprite or 7-UP? Sprite, I haven't had 7-up in ages...now i want one

Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school/work? yeah, to work

Last thing you bought at Walgreens? never been

Would you prefer being a millionaire or finding true love? how about finding a true love thats a millionare?

Do you believe in love at first sight? nope...lust at first site, of course

SPONGEBOB OR JIMMY NEUTRON? Spongebob

Did you have long hair as a young kid? not really...my mom kept it cut short cuz i hated getting it brushed

What message is on your voicemail machine? something i made while walking through freshmen orientation...there's probably too much background noise to here what i'm saying...

Where would you like to go right now? somewhere with sand and surf...anywhere but school

Whats the name of your pet(s)? Isis, Lace, and Bailey

What kind of back pack do you have, and what's in it? a blue one strap from Gap that i got for my 15th birthday...or a big purse from target. the backpack has books for my Monday, Wed. Friday classes, The Purse has by tuesday thursday stuff...

What do you think about most? recently...the future...and what i'm gonna do with my ife after graduation...

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happy easter	[Apr. 16th, 2006\|11:57 pm]
is't it funny that in the christian religion the easter season is much more important in our faith than christmas...yet you rarely get easter cards... i mean christmas was the birth of our lord...and easter was when he saved man kind...but which one do we celebrate more? its just kinda odd...
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watch	[Mar. 15th, 2006\|10:59 pm]
Please say someone else is watching "Black. White" on FX...this show is unbelievable. I cna't decide if its bad or good or what...but its definitely a conversation started... please...someone else watch this too
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since i guess i was tagged...	[Mar. 7th, 2006\|06:32 pm]
four jobs you have had in your life: 1. librarian 2. receptionist 3. teachers assistant 4. sunday school teacher four movies you could watch over and over: 1. Dodge ball 2. Love Actually 3. Kingdom of Heaven 4. Mean Girls four places you have lived: 1. Westminster 2. Colesville 3. Hillandale (Both are in MoCo...so does it even count?) 4. Palo Alto four TV shows you love to watch: 1. Parental Control 2. Laguna (before it ended) soon to be replaced by the new model show 3. Project Runway 4. anything on the food network four places you have been on vacation: 1. Jamaica 2. New York 3. Ghana 4. Salsibury four websites you visit daily: 1. McDaneil e-mail 2. facebook 3. myspace 4. livejournal (in that order) four places you'd rather be right now: 1. in my bed sleeping 2. on a beach sleeping 3. in my house sleeping 4. somewhere more exciting than my dorm room...
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Just say no	[Mar. 5th, 2006\|08:23 pm]
Jungle Jucie is just a bad idea. If you just sit down and think aout it...you'll realize that its just a bad concept.... SO if you're ever at a party and someone hand you a cup of juice, that looks like juice and smells like juice and has the consistency of juice...just say no... cuz it's not juice... its the devil......
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